I have officially finished my first round of the essay I'm required to write for the application to the Student's Council. I have been told by some sources that there has been a huge turnout for applications. Then again I have been told that interviews will cut them down to half.
Please do note that I'm not seeking support through this blog whatsoever.
Will the half that is to be cut include me? Will I even make it? This essay won't even impress. It will definitely fail to impress others. Such a long and dreary essay, who would read it? There's no face value to it, who will even take so much as a glimpse of it?
You may say I'm unconfident. Whatever. I've tried so hard to reach the stage where I try to be comfortable with everyone. Nobody cares. They say I try too hard. Okay, then I shall stop it.
Econs rep. Tutorials are left undone, whole class. Me included. Bad example? Who is to blame? We are new to the JC system after all. But never mind, I shall take the blame then. We shall take the blame.
What is popularity but a competition? I shall just try my best to beat competition via legal means. No more jostling and lugging myself around with weights that support my back.
Random thoughts.
Sigh.
It has been a rough week. Just one more day to go. Yet there has already been multitudes of stress placed upon my shoulders, both physical and mental. I seek solace in someone's arms, but not of physical comfort, it is indeed of the God above. But I often complain of too little time, and I fail to do my QT for a very long time. It has been a long due "assignment", and it has been really irregular ever since the school term started.
What's worse, the 'O' Level results have been announced to come out on the 9th of February. Although it is said to be tentative, it is more or less confirmed. Guess what, 9th of February is Student Leaders' Investiture day. Woo happiness. :\
I'm officially running the race, walking the journey, but who's to continue after I'm gone?
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